i'm just this one person
and you noticed me
the day you spoke to me
i thought you were just being nice

but we've come this far
For me to know what i know now
and to let go is so hard

i'm forced to look in the other direction
and keeps my lips sealed
when you're just right there
its tearing me up inside

can i say its my fault?
it doesnt feel like it
but seeing you like this...
i wanna say sorry
but sorry just doesnt cut it

i just wish i had more time

I don't mind pain. its the emotional one I can't stand

I should have seen the signs long ago
I should have gotten prepared
I should have made things better
Instead of making things worse

And I can't believe it.
You're really gone
I can't get you back
And it's all my fault

But I'm still holding on to this hope
That you would come back
And tell me that you'll love me again
Hoping that you'd hold me tight
---------------------------------------And kiss me good night
---------------------------------------
---------------------------------------We've been through so much
---------------------------------------We've made so many promises
---------------------------------------And made plans for the future
---------------------------------------Which I was so sure we would keep
---------------------------------------How could it just vanish before my eyes?
---------------------------------------
---------------------------------------I cried when I received your call
---------------------------------------The moment I heard your voice
---------------------------------------The emptiness it had
---------------------------------------The pain was too much
---------------------------------------
---------------------------------------You were eager to return me my things
---------------------------------------But you couldn't even look at me
---------------------------------------Or barely speak
---------------------------------------The moment you left
---------------------------------------Was the time I cried my eyes out
---------------------------------------Cause I finally know

I'm no longer in your heart....

Even the skies wouldn't help me

Wake me up

Make it stop

Cease this nightmare

Thats so painful to bear

A helpful song

Someone cries and it washes the street with tears

Oh, and they are mine,

they collect in my head for years

Rain or shine, still I'm standing on all I said

'Cause it's in my soul, carry on when the feeling's dead

[Chorus]

But if you can't hold on

Let it go and come back in your heart

And if you can't hold on

Maybe it's not time for you

And if you can't hold on

On your very last try

I'll be there in the morning to pull you through

Someone dies late at night and I never know

Even if I did, so afraid of the face I'd show

I feel trapped and enslaved to this dark contrast

Need a feeling now, give me something that's going to last

[Chorus]

I want to be free (x3)

Yes, I want to be free

I want to be free

Yes, I want to be free

Oh, I want to be free

Yes, I want to be free

You say you want to be free

But you can't fool me

You say you want to be free

Oh, but you can't fool me

You say you want to be free

But you can't fool me

You say you want to be free

Oh, but you can't fool me

Oh, and if you can't hold on

You can't hold on (Can't hold on) x2

I'll be there, I'll be there

Oh, and if you can't hold on

Let it go and come back in your heart

And if you can't hold on

Maybe it's not time for you

And if you can't hold on

On your very last try

I'll be there so you know that you're not alone

_________________________________________________________

I listened to this song often when I was in a deep pit in my relationship and it helped. So I hope you see it too.

takes a while for emotions to kick in

first tears

second irrational decisions

third flashbacks

fourth regrets

fifth breaking down

-

you told me not to give up
and now u're doing it
i can't believe you
i still think that you're just like the rest of them
cause you don't even bother trying

my summary from relationships:
all guys are the same
stop falling for lies like:
i'm not like them, i'm different
then why the fcuk did you say:
it's not you, its me