I don't mind pain. its the emotional one I can't stand

I should have seen the signs long ago
I should have gotten prepared
I should have made things better
Instead of making things worse

And I can't believe it.
You're really gone
I can't get you back
And it's all my fault

But I'm still holding on to this hope
That you would come back
And tell me that you'll love me again
Hoping that you'd hold me tight
---------------------------------------And kiss me good night
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---------------------------------------We've been through so much
---------------------------------------We've made so many promises
---------------------------------------And made plans for the future
---------------------------------------Which I was so sure we would keep
---------------------------------------How could it just vanish before my eyes?
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---------------------------------------I cried when I received your call
---------------------------------------The moment I heard your voice
---------------------------------------The emptiness it had
---------------------------------------The pain was too much
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---------------------------------------You were eager to return me my things
---------------------------------------But you couldn't even look at me
---------------------------------------Or barely speak
---------------------------------------The moment you left
---------------------------------------Was the time I cried my eyes out
---------------------------------------Cause I finally know

I'm no longer in your heart....