going too far

anorexic

I don't understand how my friends perceive beauty.
When a girl is born with natural curves, they don't consider her skinny because she CAN gain weight.
The fact is that even if she can gain weight, she doesn't hence she's SKINNY.
THERE'S A FUCKING DIFFERENCE!!!
My friend is a fraction of my size and she says, "I need to lose more weight than you". I'm sorry for not being understanding but what is wrong with you, mentally?

She claims that her legs are like elephant legs.
First of all, elephant legs are mainly muscle to support their weight and to walk long distances during migration.
Second of all, if her legs are like elephant legs, then it makes mine, a hippo. A blubbery mess!!!

I'm not over estimating my size because when I have actually lost weight, I notice and I stop my dieting.
50kg isn't much but its a huge accomplishment for me! At 50kg, I can see my rib cage from my back without even sucking it in. So I know my limits and when I say I'm fat, just fucking agree with me =.=''

You don't even know how many corsets I own just to hide my fat.