as sad as I am..

with my heart&soul, i love you

I will need to learn to let you go

Background:
She has a tumour and growing.
We can't do anything because operating would put her in more risk.
She has difficulty climbing up the stairs now,
even more so as the week days go by.
She only eats a few bites a day since last week.
The past few days, her fur is coming off in bundles.

I know, her time is coming soon but...

I still don't feel ready.