Always had and always will

its impossible for someone to point out their family's horrendous flaws and say you still love them just because they are your blood and flesh.
Hate is hate. The only reason you say the last bit is so that you don't have to worry about what people may think of you, that you are evil and spoilt.
If you think I'm spoilt then so be it.
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For those who know me would know that my family is fucked up.
Had a family reunion yesterday for moon cake festival and my grandfather's birthday.
This is a chance for my 'family' to scold me, point out my flaws and compare it with everyone else, nag at me like as if they're so fucking great and just be a complete nuisance.
I don't fucking care that i'm telling everyone about my 'family' problems cause technically they're not my family. (No wonder most of them are DIVORCED, OLD, ALONE AND ARRANGED)
They never supported in anything I wanted to do.
They accuse me of crimes I never commit.
And they treat me worse than how they treat my dogs.
From this day onwards, I am no longer your daughter, sister, cousin or niece.
I'm just someone forced to live with you.
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I hate family reunions.
Always had and always will.