"The one thing I’m most scared about right now is that I’ll lose the one thing that makes my heart skip a beat every second of the day. Having him there to hug, to hold, and to kiss makes everything seem so perfect. He’s the one who makes me want to wake up in the morning and stay awake at night. I smile and laugh every second I’m with him and it feels like time just stops when he’s there with me. I cherish the time I spend with him now because who knows if something would ever happen to break us apart. All I really want is for him to be with me for me, not for any other reason. This is the first time I feel that I cannot screw this up… because if I do, I know he’ll just leave, and I’m not letting this one go. He’s real, the one that understands me out of every guy out there that I’ve ever met or known.

I’m scared to get hurt again. Too many tears lost, too much time wasted. I hope that he’s the boy who’s going to be there for me, always. The one who actually keeps his word and his promises."