I miss the primary school days. It was so easy for me to fit in because I was always active and spontaneous with everything.-
I remember that I'm pretty good at lying story-telling too.
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I brought like this painted wodden egg to school once.
It had like a sunsetting in the horizon with the sea and dinosaurs.
Yes, dinosaurs.
Then I said that when I'm sleeping, they come alive and come out of the egg and etc. I knew I was obviously lying but you know that attention you get when you say the weirdest crap and people believe you?? Its hilarious!!
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As I grew older, I always hung out with boys. Thats cause I like sports and running around. I dislike the usual girl stuff that they did. Sit together and eat and talk, exchanging this and that with each other, colouring their books. The funniest thing about kids is that they cry at the smallest things.
I came back from recess then I saw these 2 girls like crying. The reason was cause 3 girls were 'suppose' to trade pencilboxes. Two girls agreed and one didn't. WTF. HAHAHAHAHAHA.
-Another thing is that they always fought to stand infront of the line. And if the girl who stands infront was asked if they could stand behind whoever is asking, she cries. Maybe thats why I never liked kids xD
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In around primary 4 or 5. Around that time I also acquired the nick name 'tomboy'.
You remember if a guy and girl are bestfriends or if a guy likes a girl and vice versa, the whole class or maybe even grade starts taunting them with
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*boys name* and *girls name* sitting in a tree,
K-I-S-S-I-N-G,
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LOL.good times,gooooood times xD
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About the end of primary 6 or about after PSR, discrimination of who can be accepted and who has to be rejected began. Being the tomboy that I was, I wore baggy clothes and was naturally aggressive. I was shunned by the girls because that, maybe. I didn't mind that much cause the girls who outcasted me were a bunch of bitches and they still are up to now.
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Overall I'm glad that I hung out with boys when I was a kid before mixing with girls. Cause I got to know what the otherside was like rather than having been a girly girl all my life. I kinda miss being a tomboy though. But I'm also glad that I'm not a lesbian. Maybe bisexual la but not lesbian.
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Anyway, I've been in a private school practically all my life. Being in a govt school now is a tough transition for me. I'm a Chinese in a country where the majority are Malays and I've been exposed more differently.
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In St. Andrew's (SAS), we were more open with dirty jokes, talking about and educating ourselves about sex and more proactive like going in front of class and giving speeches and stuff.
-In PTEM, a govt school, its hard for me to make female friends cause majority of them already have their own friends and lets be honest, reject outsiders. I have to becareful about how far I can take my jokes too cause they may get insulted or disgusted by it. And I feel awkward when girls ask me about sex. I know about it la but like its dangerous to know too much cause false rumours might spread that u did it before or whatever.
-I've had my taste of false rumours about me by misinterpretation and its not a place I want to go to again.
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But I'm getting around with blending in thanks to Dee and Helmi.
Oh and another thing, can't be too close with guys either. They have insanely jealous girlfriends.
NO JOKE!!
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