note to self

NOTE TO SELF :

IGNORE ADVISES AND DECISIONS MADE BY PARENTS

AND

JUST DO WHATEVER YOU FEEL LIKE DOING

evidence #1 - parents wanted me to go MD, i chose PTEB
current situation - a lot happier in PTEB than all the crappy rules I heard in that MD

evidence #2 - parents was not happy about me wanting to take psychology so i did not
current situation - cant really cope with physics class and going to switch to psychology

evidence #3 - parents wanted me to give up my malaysian citizenship. i said NO for a long time and finally got so sick of being asked about it so in the end I did
current situation - being pressured into scholarship and not being able to take up courses i wanted to, e.g. business, because brunei doesnt give business scholarships

I feel like crap so leave me alone. i WANT to be alone