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i'm so dead!!! i had an exam this morning. English and additional maths. Both papers were freaking stupid. For english, it was some passage about present and future house structures. My gawd!! I literelly fell asleep while writing the answers. It was just so boring and alot of the answers were like repeating. I started panicking cause thats not right at all !!!! SAVE ME!!!

Additional maths?? Well i naturally suck at anything with number. I hate counting. I left about 4 questions blank which was about 35 marks. The passing mark(to me) is 50 and above. It will be a miracle if i get a credit. Few people didnt perform well for this paper.

My friend so smart. She missed out a question. A six mark question but i think she would still do ok cause she's like a maths genius. And quite a few people couldnt finish the paper in time.

2 more days of exam and its over.till o levels of course.on monday i'm having D Maths paper 1 and tuesday is additional maths paper 1 T.T cant wait for the horror to end.

people have been talking about the malaysian's national service recently because most of us turn 17 and some ofmy friends were chosen. I get kinda bummed when i hear about NS.

No...not because I got chosen and that I don't wanna go. It's cause I can't go. Alot of my friends are over-joyed when they found out that they weren't picked. I was seriously wondering why?? I would wanna go for that once in a life experience. Living the rough life. Maybe I'm the weird one but I really wanna go!!

Unfortunately, I'm going to be a bruneian soon. Don't know when yet but soon. I'm still afraid that it might be a mistake. A mistake that I will need to hold on to for the rest of my life. My dad says that it doesnt even matter cause I'm a girl and msot likely i'll follow my 'husbands' nationality. I'm actually doing it just for the scholarship.

The disadvantage of losing my malaysian citizenship is that Malaysia is more well known so I may face some difficulties in foreign aiports. But life's the way it is. Accept it and move on.