weird pain

during our empire sleepover around the end of november of '08,
i had a horrible spill on the bathroom floor and a fell pretty hard
I had internal pains for about a week or 2 plus
then the pains came and left every now and then stopped.
but now, its starting to hurt again and i'm a bit worried
its like a stab on the lower left side of my back when i breathe
i tried to find out what it was and this is what i got
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If it is between your hip bone and your rib cage, this would be called the "flank" area. This is where your kidneys are located. The sharp pains can be caused by a Kidney infection, Kidney stones, or just a normal back ache. To rule out infection, I would go see your doctor as soon as possible, because if it is an infection it can spread and get worse very rapidly.

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I don't really want to have it checked out

cause usually when i do, its nothing and its just a waste of money.

so hopefully it'll go away.

worse comes to worst, i'll die xD

its so unfair!!

just when i got over over you
instead of being jsut one class with you, i'm now in 2 of your classes
For the first time i had a clear view of you for the whole period
and only now, you finally decided to notice me
=.=''

earth hour 2009

On Saturday, March 29, 8.30-9.30 p.m., cities around the world will turn off their lights for

one hour

to raise global awareness of climate change.
By joining this group you are helping to fight global climate change.

I just realized what a dumbass I am for not doing this post earlier..
but either way I'm still gonna talk about it.
I spent that hour sleeping cause I don't want to know what kind of things my imagination will make up which will freak me out.
I woke up at about 9.15pm and went out to look at the sky expecting a really starry night
I wasnt really surprised when I went out
no one in my neighbourhood off-ed their lights except for mine
Later on, I asked my friends and they said they were also the only ones in their neighbourhood who off-ed their lights

But here's my point of view from this...'experience' if thats what you want to call it.

here's I think why a lot of people didn't off their lights in BRUNEI...

1. electricity' cheap
2. water's cheap
3. you can live off $300-500 a month
4. air's A LOT cleaner compared other countries
5. population's small

so in the end...they can't be bothered.

a small dot on the map with less that 400,000 people =)

ahhh crap..
parents just got back from their 1 week trip to kwen ming
byebye freedom
T.T

annoying thing #1

I hate is when i'm being serious and talking about something serious..
you say 'haha' or 'lol'
like bloody hell man..
people being serious and its you're taking it as a joke.

by default, not choice

I miss hanging out with people because I wanted to.
Not people that I had to because of their status
It sucks
it makes me unhappy
but after all,
isn't that reality of life??

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A new born baby always cries.

know why??
thats cause it probably already knew the crap it had to go through by living

23-03-09

Yesterday, a few of them came over to my house for a sleepover.
there was Kuen, Ben, Har and Xiu
no pix cause my mum took the camera with her thousands of miles away from here
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watched Definitely, Maybe.
while we ate 3 large pizza pies,
Honey Garlic Chicken, Meat Love, Hawaiian Supreme
and cheesy bread sticks
plus complimentry fried chicken

total cost = $65.20

xp

daym ben ate the most

note to self : do not invite ben to a party with pizzas

hahahaha

then we all went into my room and wen xiu brought a packet of ballons.hahaha.
it helped released the inner child in us.
we even blew those 2 in 1 balloons.hahaha.its like a small balloon in a big on.
you gotta have strong lungs to do it man
i couldnt.i felt like my eyes were gonna pop out of my head.hahahaha
then just talked and joked about out past
and stuff about school since we're in different schools now.
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Har KO-ed at 3+, (this looks like a chem equation =S.yea.you're right.i miss school.lol)
Ben at 4+
Xiu, Kuen and me at 5+
and we woke up at liek 3-4 hours later.hahaha

surprisingly, we werent as tired as i thought we would be.
loaded up on karbs and snacks like pringles and ice cream while watching tv
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small gatherings are a lot funner
you dont have to worry about people breaking into their seperate little groups
and one person disliking the person in the next room and stuff
so yea..thats pretty much it. toora~

its holidays..ho hum...zzzz

i was watching some movies will like 5am cause you know,one episode after another.

can seriously kill time.hahaha

then set my alarm clock cause i had to go joggin at 6am

its crazy i kno but its fun cause the weather is cold

and you dont have like annoying passer-bys staring at you.

Of course I didn't go alone. I went with

Mateen (my classmate since primary 1),

Helmi (mateen's 'cousin'.lol) and

Mayul and Azizi who is their cousin and friend

why everyone got so many cousins one.even if i have, they all aren't this fren fren one.

tongue twisters

Just say it as you read it
DONT read ahead first
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Through three cheese trees three free fleas flew.
While these fleas flew, freezy breeze blew.
Freezy breeze made these three trees freeze.
Freezy trees made these trees' cheese freeze.
That's what made these three free fleas sneeze.
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Peter Piper picked a peck of pickled peppers.
A peck of pickled peppers Peter Piper picked.
If Peter Piper picked a peck of pickled peppers,
Where's the peck of pickled peppers Peter Piper picked?
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can a clam cram in a clean cream can
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Sheena leads, Sheila needs.
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here are short phrases that you have to say repeatedly as fast as possible
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1)Red lolli, yellow lolli. red lolli, yellow lolli....

2)Section six, sheet six. section six, sheet six....

3)Black background, brown background. black background, brown blackground....

4)strange strategic strategy, strange strategic strategy....

5)gig whip, gig whip, gig whip....

6)real rock wall, real rock wall, real rock wall....

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and here's the last one for today...
here's a tip..
the louder you say it, the less mistakes you'll make
try saying this as loud and quickly and as many times as possible

i am an idiot, i am an idiot, i am an idiot......
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i knew you were one =D

its finally school holidays!!!

i dunno whether to be happy or depressed
hahaha
i finally got used to attending school again and i actually like attending my classes
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its not like i wanna school everyday la
i do look forward to fridays and sundays but, 10 days no school??
can you imagine the fuck load of homework they'll give??
and plus..
its really boring at home

no cute guys to look at wa

=x

I stalk them alot...

see...

hahahaha

no la!!!

I'm just kidding

I'm not perverted!!

LOL

finding lockermate

I'm looking for someone to share a locker with
cause I don't wanna pay $30 for an empty box with a key.
If there's anyone who wants to share locker please let me know
we'll split the cost and make a duplicate key.
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there's a perfectly perfect reason why I'd rather look for professional help then to talk to YOU about my problems
=.=''

new PTE campus at Meragang

as all of you should have known by now, we have moved from out old campus in berakas
to the new campus is Meragang. Here's some pictures of the campus

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student centre

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eco garden

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crazy stairs for the disabled

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canteen

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early morning assembly

Mr Yap, my group tutor

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exhibition hall

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Mrs Lim, our principal

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the crappy ceiling.lol

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ampitheatre

but i call it the swimming pool

and some call it the jacuzzi

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then we walked around the school to get to know the place

view of eco garden

from left wing, 2nd floor

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i took this cause i so sakai to see a stairwell in a school xD

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ICT room

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click here for more pics on my facebook

last day at PTEB

As some of you may have heard, we're moving to Meragang on Monday!!!

so here's some pictures of PTEB for the very last time

before it turns into a primary school

our pathway when we enter the gates

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assembly point
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flagpole
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bball court
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football field
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block A
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Block C + canteen

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block C
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view from block C
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bridge connecting block A through D
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The famous Titanic

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Vineyard

vineyard tiles
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last minute club adverts
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Students rushing to find out the location of their new classes at meragang

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and we spot 2 lizards fighting in the grass

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~The End~

circle of life - not fair

its funny how humans always think we're better than any other species on the planet when we're obviously not

i've always heard news about how animals, tigers or crocodiles or watever kills people, the animal would be either caught and killed or caught and set free

but if the animal killed a pregnant woman,

the community would be outraged if it wasnt killed

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lets turn the roles around,

a very good example is when people catch pests..

like example, a mouse

they feel so damn happy if its pregnant

and kill it with so much proud and dignity

with traps like these

even the damn mouse trap's brand is VICTORY

i found gruesome pictures of the mouse's body being squashed but i wont upload it

we have one mouse trap but its a cage so it doesnt kill it

but i will always be haunted by one memory.

a mouse was finally caught,

my aunt and my brother decided to kill it..

by DROWNING it

and they just watched it struggling for its life and watched it cease movement

at the time, i wish it was them

i wish that pail of water was hot, boiling water

and i would hold their heads in there and watch them scream in the water

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now i always close the cage before its caught

or i set it free if it was

and wat i'm trying to say is.....

so who the fuck gave you the right to choose to

lives or die

whats right or wrong

stop giving the EXCUSE,

'humans arent perfect'

&

'u learn from ur mistakes'

not all mistakes can be learnt from

and its not something you just deal with and get over

form 6 is tough especially if you dont revise regularly and get enough sleep
i fell asleep several times in class cause its like one hour one class
its so unbearable
and i used to groan abt the extra 5 minutes that SAS added to our schedules for each subject making it only 35 mins in total
come to think of it..
Uni would be worse.several hours for one particular subject

anyway, i've already finished the book.
like damn..i wanted it to last longer.
but the ending was so...lets just say, shocking
dee still wants to read it so i wont spoil it for her unlike some people i know who always spoil everything for me before i can watch or read it

had bball tryouts today.
i didnt really wanna join but i did just to accompany dee and wendy
i really hate the girls there
i know that we arent at all good at bball but at least we try and respect everyone
im guessing she was the jock in her school and has a very inflated ego
this is why i never liked team sports..
solo sports are the best like sprinting, swimming, discuss, javeline

well no homework for tonight for the first time
so im gonna play runescape now and sleep early cause im pooped
xD

lesson learnt - 10 yrs too late

hmmm...
today i befriended a teacher
she even calls me to look for her as often as possible
or if she's bored she'll come look for me
she's a really nice teacher
but it was all so weird to me
I was just not used to people being nice to me
reason being, since i was in primary..
I was always hated/disliked by my teacher
cause there was always someone else kissing up to the teacher
and i've never gotten things that i deserved just because i don't act like a teacher's pet
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so right...
if you want ur kids to be great 'leaders' one day,
tell them to suck up to the teacher...
most of the people i know now who did ended up being councillors and school captains bunch
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now im finally in PTE - away from my usual bunch like ben, kuen, fah etc
and as cliche as this may sound,
its finally time for me to stand on my own two feet and stop relying on others

i've got it!! wheee!!!

I finally got the book that I thought I would never find,

unless i go singapore la but i doubt its gonna happen anytime soon.

Auntie Wen went to singapore a few days ago and she just got back tonight.

She bought me the book that I posted on my blog a while ago.

My face straight away lit up when I received it.It definitely cheered me up from my horrible mood.

enclosed in the book are like letters, paintings, bracelets, little trinkets and souveniers that Cathy's boyfriend gave to her and its like proof that it happened.

so awesome =p this is the first time i'm so happy getting a book

and I'm gonna read it now.au revoir~

I WANT!!!!i mean the snake bites