Dorming

closing down

i have lost the enthusiasm to blog

1. nothing to blog about
2. too depressed to blog

I'm still not over the trauma and injustice i was given to last month

and I'm not sure when I'll be ok to even open up and talk about it

I will just leave this blog open but not update on anything anymore

and i bid you all adieu

stamford test result

I took the stamford test just now
they asked me questions like,
would i be interested in etc etc
or do i like this subject
with answers

YES

NO

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POSSIBLY

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then they give you this really long list of degrees you might be interested in

and the different types of the degree

then on each suggestion

example, business managment or hotel management

you can click on it and it'll give you a more detailed description

here's mine

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Management
Business Management, European Business Management, Financial Services Management, Human Resource Management, International Business Management,
International Hospitality Management, International Management, International Tourism Management, Logistics Management, Management, Management Studies, Rural Resource Management, Tourism Management, Transport Management

I'm considering business and tourism management.

I've always been pretty business minded and super calculative.

its fun to know what works with what kind of people and coming up with new ideas

Social Studies/Science
Anthropology, Applied Social Science, Applied Social Studies, Applied Social Work, Applied Sociology, Behaviour, Care, Community Studies, Counselling, Criminology, Cultural Studies,
Early Childhood Studies, Environmental Science, Gender Studies, Health Studies, Psychology,
Psychosocial, Public Policy, Public Services, Research, Social, Social Anthropology, Social Care, Social Policy, Social Science, Social Studies, Social Welfare, Social Work, Society, Sociology, Youth Studies

This is a bit of a problem. People are so fickle minded, including me.

Working with people - i don't have the patience and temper for it.

Hotel/Institutional Management
Catering Management, Consumer Studies, European hospitality Management, Home Economics, Hospitality, Hospitality Management, Hotel Management, Leisure Management, Leisure Studies

Is this even a degree?? I thought its just a diploma.

Well actually I wanted to be a chef and then continue my studies with hotel management

However I was given a thumbs down by my parents for that idea

I guess thiss is out too

Education
Community Education, Early, Early Childhood Studies, Education, Learning Difficulties, Nursery, Primary, Primary Education, Secondary Education, Teaching, Teaching English, Teaching Training

I've thought about this a lot.

How hard is it really teach a bunch of people 10 years or more younger than you

You pop open the text book, explain this and that, tell them a bit of your views and thats pretty much it

Kindegarden is an exception - you need to LIKE kids and have PATIENCE. i have neither

History of Art
Art, Art Design, Art History, Art History Studies, Art Management , Fine Art, History of Art, History of Design

I don't even think this is available in Brunei

Most of the great art work is in Rome and Paris

Plus I can barely draw a circle round enough to call it a circle

Administration
Administration, Business, Business Administration, Business Management, Business Operational Management, Business Studies, Finance, Maritime Business, Public Administration

This just sounds boring

i can imagine wearing a some very formal work clothes

sitting behind a desk with tons of papers and my eyeballs just stuck on the monitor

and you can only see numbers and grid lines reflected onto my glasses

Psychology
Applied Psychology, Behavioural Science, Clinical Psychology, Cognitive Science, Forensic Psychology, Health Psychology, Human Psychology, Philosophy, Physiology, Psychological Science, Psychological Studies, Psychology, Psychosocial Studies, Social Psychology, Sport Psychology

I'm interested in psycology and knowing how we humans think and behave

but actually having that as a job is a very different story

To me, if the person is crazy then he/she is crazy la

Why need to study the person again??

Marketing
Advertising, Consumer Protection, Consumer Studies, Enterprise Management, Food Marketing, International Marketing, Maritime Business, Market, Marketing, Marketing Management, Marketing Studies, Retail Management, Tourism Studies

My parents are direct sales salesmen/women

they come home talking about it so often then it just seeps into your psyche

So, of course I will be somewhat influence by marketing

Advertising seems interesting but i still need to look into it

General Engineering
Audio Engineering, Audio Technology, Automotive Engineering, Automotive Product Design, Computer Engineering, Design Engineering, Disaster Management, Energy Engineering, Engineering, Engineering Design, Engineering Science, Engineering Technology, Environmental Design, Environmental Engineering, Forensic Engineering, General Engineering, Innovation Design, Integrated Engineering, Leather Technology, Marine Technology, Maritime Studies,
Maritime Technology, Materials Engineering, Materials Science, Materials Technology,
Mathematical Engineering, Mechatronics, Motor Vehicle Engineering, Music Technology, Nautical Science, Technology, Transport

I suck pretty bad in maths and physics and computer

After reading how long it takes to be an Architect - on the engineering side- its making me think twice

you take about 7 years to become a qualified architect

the hell!!

thats like the same number of years to be a family doctor

is it even worth it??

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~The End~

food's galore!!

I had my dinner last sunday night at a restaurant in Riverview hotel

walk straight ahead

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kuen, ur friend =p

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Senja Lounge

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its a very nice restaurant

ideal for a romantic candle lit dinner

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I ordered Chicken Courdon Bleu

chicken stuffed with seasoned butter, dredged in bread crumbs, and fried

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and my parents ordered some traditional Senja beef steak

sorry, no pictures cause it was seriously too dark

and i was hungry oledi

=p

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As I've said before, my body clock is really screwed

I couldnt sleep and there was nothing to do online

so i made tiramisu!!

but since my glass container is still with fah,

I made it in wine glasses

boring wa~

the pink stuff is rose syrup

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layers of cream and coffee biscuits

which will then become layers of fat

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chocolate chip cookies as topping

sprinkled with cocoa powder

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Yesterday,

my mum brought me to the British Council whatever

to talk about education in UK

the lady there told me to go online and take a test

then after all that, they'll give me a list of degess i might be interested in taking

you go to http://www.ucas.com/ > Students > Stamford Test

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my mum then met up with her cousin in a restaurant in Rimba called Khaz

my...aunt?? told me that this place is always fully booked for their catering

it was a bit weird cause its a very Muslim oriented restaurant

not there's anything wrong with that.

and it had like an European mix

side bar
with brick walls
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artificial grape vines
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a framed piece from one of the pages of the al-Quran
pictures of Mochas and Latte's
and statues of little chefs

is that 2 chilli bottle, facing mouth to mouth?? 0.o as in one is hanging upside down

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this was right beside our table,
Pray before you eat
Pray after you eat
I'm not a religious person either way so it doesnt matter
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mee mamak
it looks disgusting but its actually quite good
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Bandung
I just found out for to make it
ideal milk + rose syrup
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in stitch's voice

hi~
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=D

regarding saturday's dinner

as you all know, we all went to excapade to eat the other day for valentine's day
and we made a bunch of people so annoyed and angry at us
My god
I really feel so diu lian(no face)
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the room opposite ours complained and said

'there was a chinese bunch in the opposite room.very annoying..so loud'

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then was also a certain someone who shouted at the waiter

cause she wants him to take her orders

for someone who has never worked there,

i will NEVER expect you to understand how the waiters feel when customers act like that

Although you apologized and you meant it, I still couldnt help but feel angry at you

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and alot of you won't sit down and just eat your damn food and you guys kept standing outside and blocking ppl's way. it's not like there's not enough chairs!!

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and Shawn, I know today's your birthday but I just have to say this again cause you didn't even seem sincere when you apologized when I told you that a lot of people really were annoyed by your camera's flash.

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a few people who sat near me heard me say, 'this is worse than I expected' when I was eating my meal half way.

I even requested some of you to sit down so that its easier to count the bill but you guys couldnt even do that ONE SIMPLE THING

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I really feel embarassed by the whole situation

and whats worse is that

I used to work there and the ppl there know me

so in the future when they see me,

they know that our group is very loud and rude and etc

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This is what I get for being a smart ass to organize an outing for valentine's

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now i know what teachers are talking about

when they constantly complained about our attitudes

*ACHOO!!* *sniff*sniff*

I just woke up from my sleep
yes..my body clock is prety much screwed
went downstairs to get my dinner
and came back up to eat it infront of the laptop
was reading blogs then my...'nose fluids' kept running
I actually thought to myself
"waliu..the blog where got that sad??"

i have cried without noticing it before so yea

don't blame me ba!!

girls tearducts are andang larger than men's

>.<

I felt that it was getting weird when the tissue started piling up

even after I've stopped reading the blog

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I figured I cant be sick cause i've only recently been cured of the flu

then I remembered what I ate

my most recent food allergy

SEAFOOD!!!!!

the most bloody annoying thing is that sometimes its ok for me to eat'em

and my allergy reactions are always different

mostly I would just

swell up like a balloon

don't laugh....

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i said don't laugh!!!

in more serious cases..

people can die cause the throat swells

and they cant breathe

but since i'm alone a home i didnt see it as such a big deal

so bloody annoying

but its just something that some of us have to live with

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I cant drink milk either

oreo cookies won't taste the same without milk

and recently, last year I found out that I'm allergic to peanuts

i don't really like peanuts anyway so its ok~ xD

ughh~

can't stand the runny nose anymore

i'm going to go find a lemon to suck on now

*sniff*

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toora~
xD

Happy Belated Birthday Auntie Wen

Her birthday was on the 15th of Feb
One day after Valentine's

I don't have a digital picture of her

She was my house maid

since I was in primary 2 up to form 1

She was very supporting with whatever I wanted to do
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Since my parents were often out at work

and my brother will be locked in his room

and I didnt have June at the time

my only company was her

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Most people would feel embarrassed when their parents

(especialyl for girls)

force their maids to escort them to the mall or wherever

I was totally fine with it cause she was like my best friend

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Now she works in my mum's shop so its still fine

When I see her we still talk like usual

and tell each other what's going on in our lives and etc

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Well anyway,

I completely forgot to get her a present when I was out at gdg

so I thought,

why not bake something for her??

after all, she was there during my very first and worst baking experience

and since I finally can bake something edible, why not??

xD

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I baked coffee flavoured chocolate chip cookies

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and packed it in this pretty box <3

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Happy Belated Birthday

Auntie Wenelyn

I miss the delicious food you always cook

T.T

valentine's day - single's night out

This is the first time i've celebrated Valentine's day
same as Andrew aka Kok How
Celebrated valentine's day at the mall and snow house in the afternoon

and Excapade at night

To give u a brief idea of how many cameras were present yesterday..

here's a few pictures for u to count

so don't ask why some pictures have different quality and contrast

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Shawn

Andrew

Jarrod

Shin Mei

Andrew again

Val

Moses

Kuen

Fah

Jia

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first stop...

the Arcade

the ISB ppl

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boys being boys played basketball

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while me and Kuen headed for the DDr machine

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me and fah then played the game

beside the DDR machine which looks like a car

a ridiculous game where u shoot monster animals

xD

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Ling

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Shawn and Miguel bein gay

xD

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Zudin playing the drum game

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then we all went to Snow House

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Hazel

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Winter Love <3

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Choco Night

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Val thinking : I guess its alright~

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Zudin was watching Madagascar 2

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

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why the long face??

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Fah's shirt : treat me like and Angel and I will be your Devil

kinky ;)

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yes fah..bending down will get you out of the picture
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Wen Xiu was calling us to pick which hand

the left one is if you pick the right hand

and vice versa

he 吃饱没是作

(nothing better to do)

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Zudin was passing the spoon to Val when

I was trying to take a picture of his Snow Ice

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annoyed by the distraction and *click*

LOL

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we all look like business associates here

xD

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I think someone said something funny

I burst out laughing

and Zudin and Andrew are trying to stay cool

LOL

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commented by Ben

Andrew : hehehe....pretty girl~~~" *drools* "preety girl..." @_@

Miguel : yeah andrew...you go tiger!

Shawn : jz make sure u dn say ur name is Shawn!OR I'LL KILL Y

-OU!!!

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We didn't know what else to do so we went back to the mall

roamed around a bit then sat down at food court

and played a face game

randomly pick a paper from the pile then imitate the emotion shown

Shut Tight

They all don't look human here

HAHAHAHAHA

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Wink

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I think this was just happy

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Hyper

moses looks so evil

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Braty

Andrew must be natrally bratty to just smile xD

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Depressed

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ummmm

tough??

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Random

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Fah looks like she's attempting to grab her boobs

but has an advanced orgasm

LOL

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Ling thinking : what YOU smiling about??

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We saw Jae as he was walking past food court

Then the few of them ask me to go get him cause they wanna see his piercings

Then I had to run and get him

LOL

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We also saw miss Jane and everyone ran over there to greet her

while i sat very still in my chair

=p

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Time flew by fast and

we headed for Excapade at around 6.30

Sushi Set

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woah, Shin Mei

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Shawn : Ben's face after an orgasm.LOL

more like relieved xD

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Shawn!! u ruined such a good picture

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I wonder what shawn did

Ben's nose always seems to be flaring

hahahahaha

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Miguel

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me and Andrew

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OMG!!

O.o

I was pulling up my pants!!!

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Its either he saw a bug

or it must taste really nasty

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money's galore!!!

thank you Jarrod for counting the bill

by around 9 almost everyone left

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The few of us who remained stayed a little later

Headed over to coffee bean and Centrepoint's piano lounge

self timer

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We ran into August and Jaymee there

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Guess what everyone's looking at

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Its us!!!

=p

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Just when i thought ben could not be any more gay

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Much better~

and that ends our Valentine's outing

I hope you all had a great V-day