always the opposite as pictured

i went mall yesterday =)but...argghhh!!! blisters T.T hahaha.for those wondering why i'm so happy that I went mall is because I don't get to go out very often. I didn't manage to blog yesterday was cause I was so dead beat.

i didn't get to watch zohan cuz it was played quite late and plus no one wanted to watch with me but i did play the neoprint machine!!(it was a fake.it was just a computer attached to a Ixus camera and a printer with a weird looking keyboard) not reli good compared to other countries.lol.There was like a 400 second time limit to take 6 photos and also design it with frames and background and stuff and plus the photos didnt come out instantly. Took about 2-3 minutes. Not sure if the price range was okay though

2 photos - $3.00

6 photos - $4.00[like the one there(no idea who they are)]

7 photos - $5.00

we took the $4 one. more worth it wat. I don't have a scanner with me so I can't upload the photos. The funny thing was that we needed to keep calling Kuen to press the enter button to take the photo cause our arms were too short.LOL.

My day was sorta okay but the fact that we all didn't agree on doing one things together made it not fun and that I could've went home later but my mum lied to me saying that she had a meeting sorta pissed me off. but then again, its not the only thing she's lied to me about.

Now I've got the sniffles and a frog in the throat. I was too much of a cheapskate to buy something in the mall. Too much sugar gives me sugar rush xD

Overall, yesterday could've been better if we weren't scattered all over the place. Oh well.

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Must remember to never wear high heels out again except when going out for dinners xD

joy to the world??

EXAMS OVER!!!!

and yet..i thought i would feel happier than this. I think reality has finally caught up with me. I need to face my examination results when school reopens and I think i'm screwed. Papers that people thought were tough, I thought were ok and vice versa. Thats a very very very bad sign. lol.

So tomorrow is when my 'holiday' starts till friday. Unfortunately, some of the Ugama and Economics still have exams tomorrow and then only their break starts.

Plans for tomorrow : SLEEP IN!! It's a must ok?? Besides, I need the sleep xD or i get dragged to go to Miri early in the morning at 6 or 7 AM T.T I don't wanan go!! It's not worth the time cause my parents will be busy doing their stuff and I'll practically just be in the car and sleep and we'll be back home by night. THATS SUCH A WASTE OF TIME!! I COULD'VE DONE THAT AT HOME. Besides, long trips in the car = numerous, unnecessary quarrelling that could have been well avoided. And to those who are wondering, "Why not jsut keep your mouth shut??". Trust me, it'll happen even if I do.

For thursday, I wanna go to the mall. I so badly wanna play the neoprint machine. It's been over 10 years since I did.
And also I wanna catch "You Don't Mess With The ZOHAN". C'mon, its Adam Sandler!! How could I miss that?? Although there are some conservative people who told me to not watch it cause it was quite dirty compare to his other movies. I honestly do not mind it at all. Just as long as I don't watch it with my parents or relatives then i'm ae-okay =D

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blogspot needs to have emoticons. But then again, that was the only thing I liked about yahoo 360[wasn't very user friendly thats why i switched]

why, oh why??

As I've mentioned earlier, I was never very good with numbers. I didn't manage to finish my Maths paper by just a few questions. I sorta wanted to cry after the teacher collected my paper cause it was the first time i didnt manage to finish my paper in time.

I guess the reason I didn't complete it was because I counted too slow. Usually numbers easily come to my head like 7-4=3.Simple maths but my brother's partying and screaming friends till 3am made me have difficulty to sleep.Oh well, fortunately he's going back to UK in 2 days and hopefully he wouldn't be here when I'm having my real O level examination.

Usually my friends would gather in the school canteen after every paper. I disappeared right away after taking my bag cause i didn't wanan discuss questions that i didn't even answer. I freaking pissed off at myself. I had to go to the airport to pick up my mum anyway.

She told me that she bought some of the skirts that i wanted. Somehow I wasn't too happy. I just kept thinking, if i do accept this skirt, she would somehow use it against me someday. Plus if i wear them to tuition, she'll say "who are you dressing up so nice for?" or if i wear them to the mall, "you better not wear that to the mall.so many guys there." So what is the point of me having it?? I did reach a point where I wanted to throw away all my clothes and just keep all the baggy old home shirts that I have. Life's never easy even for the simplest matters.

My dad mentioned about one of my old neighbours that I haven't seen for years. I suddenly remember about the times when me, my brother, manda, milda and her(xiao jun) used to play together all the time in our primary years. We would go to each others house and do silly nonsense and play on the swing imagining we were on the rough seas going for voyages across the earth.

There was also this game of King and Queen and servants. Of course the oldest,my brother and xiao jun, became the King and Queen while the rest of us were servants. We were told to do things like bringing them food and drinks and do stupid actions. Being a young, spoilt brat, I burst into tears and said I didn't wanna play anymore. From that day, I refused to join in their games that involved in following orders. Till now, I never managed to take orders very well if there weren't any immediate benefits for me.

I didn't care what people thought of me because I didn't like bothering myself with other people thoughts when I already have enough of my own. Mistakes are to be made by myself and learnt by myself. I'm not saying that I'm totally oblivious to what everyone says to me. I do take advices but I don't take it as hard as most people do.

Everyone's gonna have a different opinion of what you do. So how can you listen to everyone and make everyone satisfied?? Caring too much will really hurt yourself emotionally and eventually physically.

fcuked up mood

Tonight's the night that the would repeat the Beijing Olympic's ceremony on Astro. Since I haven't watched it yet, I thought I could. Instead a bunch of my brother's friends have occupied the compound, living room and kitchen. I wanted to cook my freaking my dinner!!! Actually, I told my brother to 'ta pau'(order take away) mee mamak(noodles) for me.

And when i asked for it, his response was "No, you still want it meh??"

(I asked in the morning before he went out) I knew he was going to be back late and i wanted it for dinenr so like duhh!!

Now, I can't cook foor for myself or even get a snack cause its swarming with neantherfalls!!

In addition to all that, I had a quarrel this afternoon which was partially my fault but knowing that doesnt fix things. People just never realize what they have till they're gone. Then again,some people just don't really care.

My adobe photoshop has just corrupted and I have no idea how to fix it and my stomach is freaking annoying. This is such a wonderful night. I wonder what else can go right.

a thing from past

I was reading wen xiu's blog just now and he wrote that he always wanted those coin collectors. When u wanted a coin u just twisted a little knob.

It reminded of this coin collector i use to have. It's exactly like that picture but it was blue. I remember buying it in Shanghai and my mum screamed in the shop when she tried it. LOL. Seriously hilarious.

The lid is initially closed and there's a button infront of the lid. You palce the coin on the button and press it at the same time and this skeleton hand would come out to collect it. You can unscrew the bottom to get the coin and u can store dollar notes in the tank.

I don't know where mine went. Its been more than 6 years ago since i bought it. Its a fine gadget for scaring people but keeping money there is so not safe. Now, we have piggy banks ^^

prom deal

lately everyoe's a bit psychotic about prom. about who's asking who and who's wearing what. close dancing with ur partner and what not.

A lot of guys have told me that they feel a huge pressure in needing to ask a girl to me their prom date. if they ask the girl, people may think that he has some special feelings for a certain someone and if the person they asked said no, there would be this awkwardness.
But the problem doesnt end there, what if their date is boring?? they have no choice but to hang out with them for the whole night.

$35-$45 to spend on an eevent you might not enjoy is literally a really big price to pay. And also, lets not forget about the outfit, shoes hair and make up(girls), accesories and maybe even a a rose/flower or whatever.

There are some girls who turned down some guys cause they don't want the guys to get the wrong idea or they wanna spend time with their friends. Understandable considering that out culture here isn't exposed to things like being asked out just as friends. Stereotypical, close minded people are shocked when a girl asks a guy. We're living in the 21st century people!! Anything can be done nowadays.

I've been pressured by quite a number of people to go to prom after i've 'announced' that i'm not going. It just doesn't seem worth it to me. I'm not a popular kid, nor a likable one. So, going to a party where u spent over $30 for a ticket alone and getting treated like you don't even exist sounds like sooo much fun =.=''''

Besides that, if I ask money from my parents for a prom ticket they're gonna think that I'm going with some guy and do nonsense and if i dress up nicely with make up and whatever, more accusations of a special guy being there is brought up. So why bother?? It'll save me a whole lot heck of trouble.

T.T

i'm so dead!!! i had an exam this morning. English and additional maths. Both papers were freaking stupid. For english, it was some passage about present and future house structures. My gawd!! I literelly fell asleep while writing the answers. It was just so boring and alot of the answers were like repeating. I started panicking cause thats not right at all !!!! SAVE ME!!!

Additional maths?? Well i naturally suck at anything with number. I hate counting. I left about 4 questions blank which was about 35 marks. The passing mark(to me) is 50 and above. It will be a miracle if i get a credit. Few people didnt perform well for this paper.

My friend so smart. She missed out a question. A six mark question but i think she would still do ok cause she's like a maths genius. And quite a few people couldnt finish the paper in time.

2 more days of exam and its over.till o levels of course.on monday i'm having D Maths paper 1 and tuesday is additional maths paper 1 T.T cant wait for the horror to end.

people have been talking about the malaysian's national service recently because most of us turn 17 and some ofmy friends were chosen. I get kinda bummed when i hear about NS.

No...not because I got chosen and that I don't wanna go. It's cause I can't go. Alot of my friends are over-joyed when they found out that they weren't picked. I was seriously wondering why?? I would wanna go for that once in a life experience. Living the rough life. Maybe I'm the weird one but I really wanna go!!

Unfortunately, I'm going to be a bruneian soon. Don't know when yet but soon. I'm still afraid that it might be a mistake. A mistake that I will need to hold on to for the rest of my life. My dad says that it doesnt even matter cause I'm a girl and msot likely i'll follow my 'husbands' nationality. I'm actually doing it just for the scholarship.

The disadvantage of losing my malaysian citizenship is that Malaysia is more well known so I may face some difficulties in foreign aiports. But life's the way it is. Accept it and move on.

new comer

It's been a long time since i've blogged.let's start with a little introduction.

My name's Maybelline. My friends call me Maybel, Bel and the oh-so-popular 'oi'. I'm currently only 16 years old this year.

I live on earth. On one of the green islands. In fact, its rather small. It's called Borneo!! It's pretty popular and it has 3 freaking countries on it!! Haha. Sabah and Sarawak(Malaysia), Kalimantan(Indonesia) and where i live, Brunei Darussalam.

I'm proud of my Chinese heritage. I'm not saying this just because of the Beijing 2008 Olympics. I'm saying it cause I am even way before the Olympics. I hope China wins.

GO CHINA!!! ^^

I'm currently still in high shcool and my last year at that. I'm feeling the pressure of needing to pick my desired job. There's so many to choose from. I wanted to be a chef but coming from a chinese family, I'm not really allowed to pursue that dream. Life the way it is so we just move on. So there's geography, veterinarian[considering my grades,might be impossible for me], psychology - somehow that keeps drawing to me and yet i dont wanan do it cause i find it do wrong that just because the person is different you think that they're mental.

Well, i still have about 5 more months to choose wat i wanna take in college.

I'm open for ideas on interesting courses available that are seldom heard of =)